A hunger, a want to read and write: why?

Posted by: adonis49 on: October 8, 2008

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A hunger, a want to read and write: why? (October 7, 2008)

 

Whether clinically my memory is normal or not I have this distinct impression that my memory might be deficient and has been from early adulthood.  I have this want, this hunger to constantly read so that I might refresh or strengthen my recall power for deja-vu happenings and feelings and opinions; I have to write daily so that I might releave my want and feel that I managed to recollect ideas, procesus, events and fleeting feelings.  I have this hunger to reach a cohesive individuality since no mater what I did I still feel a non-entity, many times confirmed by others who cannot comprehend “wasting my time on reading and writing” and they wish me to emulate them, to work hard for money to develop my taste for wanting consumer goods!