I kept a spare hand. And then lost it
Posted by: adonis49 on: May 23, 2016
I kept a spare hand;
It is one of those early morning sleep dreams.
I am at the university and there is this small brunette.
I am field experimenting with passing girl students.
This heavy lipped brunette stops girls and asks to shake hands;
She takes the extended hand and turns her face and licks her lips;
She is contemplating the rouge of her lips in a hand mirror.
I am curious and I ask for the hand of one of the pretty girls;
I kiss her hand and then demand to keep her hand;
She retrieves her hand;
I am left with a spare hand in my hand;
The pretty girl looks totally intact.
I am holding a warm hand that fits mine admirably.
I am grabbing this warm hand with my five fingers;
I am not hiding this extra hand;
I am walking around with a warm companion;
I am very much happy and elated.
The next morning I saw the same girl;
She is still whole and pretty.
We have a couple of hours to spare for our next courses.
I invited her to visit the new remodeled library.
The library has been changed drastically;
The interior is ugly.
There is no vast waiting room with directions.
You are facing a brick wall as you enter;
A couple of elevators and side escalators
That takes you to the first and second levels.
The whole and pretty girl steps on the right escalator and I take the left one.
As usually, I assume that we are meeting on the first level.
I am waiting but she disappeared.
Somehow the architect or interior designer decided
To leave strips of beach sand separating the escalators at each level.
I see students holding on their sandals
And having fun walking barefoot on the sand.
It smack as the design is meant to attract kids to an enclosed playground version.
I lost sight of the girl. I think I also lost the spare warm hand.
I could do with the whole girl, but I miss the companionship of the warm hand.
I should re-run this dream
And make sure to hold on better on what counts most to me.
This is very much my life story.
I tend to get lost when in groups of people.
I tend to tell the group of the time and place
Where I will meet with them again and then get lost.
I recall visiting one of the USA Disney Lands.
Most probably it is in Orlando.
I was with a large party of kids and relatives.
I got bored waiting for the entire group
To trying each game.
We never met again until sundown.
At each game I would look around;
After the fun, I would look around and wait some more.
The group did the same.
Joining cruises is much easier:
They tell you when and where to meet again.
This program suits me grandly.
The problem is that tight subgroups wanted to catch up with me;
As if I am their guide or knew what I was touring.
It was a game of losing the crowd.
I am either much ahead or far behind the trekking parties.
I should re-run this warm hand dream attached to my hand.
And make sure that I hold on to what counts most to me.
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