Adonis Diaries

Why Hell means for your timid youth upbringing?

Posted on: February 8, 2018

Why Hell is meant for your timid youth upbringing?

I am still an outsider looking in the adult world.

I still abhor the maintenance part of life,

The mechanics of living and lasting relationship.

I am scared of owning a house,

Of getting married and keep maintaining choices

That I can’t sustain for long.


May be that I was not trained properly as a child

To learn taking responsibilities by learning to maintain.

The adult world is still a curiosity to me:

When the time was due to step in,

It was too late for me to learn a new set of behaviors,

In a totally different society, alien to me.


I like to discover the adult world and pay the price

Of my practical ignorance, but it should be at my own expense.

But, could anyone else not share the expenses in my miseries?

Indeed, the village will bear the upkeep and it refuses to admit it.

I am positive that I never fell in love, love shared.


My mother is convinced that I ran away to the USA

Because of a spurned love affair.

I still cannot tell my mom that she is mistaken,

I cannot confirm her suspicions that

Her adored eldest son is a certified monster.

I might not believe in Heaven,

But people like I, Hell was created for them, here on earth.

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