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Not her first, her last, or her only 

She loves you now, what else matters?

Bob Marley

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.

She loved before she may love again.

But if she loves you now, what else matters?

 

She’s not perfect—

You aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together

But if she can make you laugh, and cause you to think twice,

And admit to being human and making mistakes,

Hold onto her and give her the most you can.

 

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,

But she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break—her heart.

So don’t hurt her, don’t change her,

Don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give.

 

Smile when she makes you happy,

Let her know when she makes you mad,

And miss her when she’s not there.
 Bob Marley

It is our light,  power beyond measure. And Love…

Nuhad Sheikh shared Marianne Williamson post. April 24 at 6:44pm ·

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous?

Actually, who are you Not to be? Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people will not feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do.

We were born to make manifest the glory (of the miracle of birth) within us.

It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give others permission to do the same”
Marianne Williamson

Berlin ArtParasites's photo.

Berlin ArtParasites

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again.

But if she loves you now, what else matters?

She’s not perfect—you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break—her heart.

So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give.

Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
Bob Marley

Photography by Maud Chalard

Christopher Pointdexter – “Grandfather”

It is supposed to hurt
my child.
That is why
There is water on your eyes
And blood in your veins.

If we knew no pain,
We would not know truth
And truth, my child,
Is the soul
Of the universe.

Lost in recurring sad night dreams: Wandering around this flat university town..

It is good to have a context to my horrible recurring night dreams, particularly those re-run dreams that evolve with slight alterations, due to my attempts for Lucid Dream editing.

I spent about 8 years in a flat university town, on and off on two visits, for “continuing education” purposes.

The first trip lasted 2 years and was great in many aspects of novelty, adventure, surprises, experiences, aches, joy, frustration… and youth. The USA was open to foreign students and the universities were facilitated their living and enrollment. The Iranian students were the most engaged and active, demanding the fall of the Shah regime…

Six years later, my second trip extended beyond my expectation for another 6 years of total boredom, helplessness, poverty, closed horizon, and getting much older than my classmates and acquaintances…

In both visits I had a return ticket that I never used. My visa was good for 5 years, but I never could afford to return and visit my folks during the civil war…

During my second extended stay, the USA was closing down its welcoming doors and most research grants were funded by the military: Even permanent residents were turned down on account of top secret research.  Laws relevant to health and safety in the workplace were relaxed, ignored and numbers of inspectors cut down. A period covering Reagan and Bush Sr.

Actually, my decision to leave for another stint had no sense. Except this feeling of closed horizons in Lebanon: The civil war was on, but the year I left witnessed a long reprieve and my family could not comprehend my decision.

A month after I settled in the university town, the civil war broke up again, much violent and haphazard than previously. And my parents lived for 6 months in the basement.

As in the first rip, I didn’t apply or tried to connect and plan anything:  I had to be in the place and take it from there. I could offer the excuse that the postal services and phone connections were not functioning in Lebanon, but I am the type who abhor planning in advance for critical decisions, except the most futile and irrelevant decisions.

I wrote about my experiences in my auto-biography, and this post is about my recurring harassing dreams.

The harassing part of these scenarios is that the various versions insist on blending the worst depressing and melancholic of events in both trips.  My Lucid efforts to mix in a few refreshing stories are frequently overruled.

And the tackiest of all is that each version is shot as if I am back on a third, a fourth trip. And to do what?

Like I didn’t finish my dissertation and I’m trying to get rid of this burden once for all. It is not the kind of dissertations that if you read some more in the literature you can reach a closure. No, you have just a couple of short articles on the topic and the authors have admitted that they don’t know of a solution. And it is a mathematical problem for someone who is no mathematician, about optimizing stochastic demands for production. Don’t expect me to expound on these terms: I am in no mood for these craps.

I admit that I was not pleased with either my master’s thesis or my PhD dissertation and I feel that I didn’t get a closure academically.

Or like I am invited to give a lecture and I overstayed for a few nights, roaming these square blocks on the north side of the campus, and trying to discover anything new that replaced the older images. The post office is no longer for receiving hard copies and the friendly coffee shops were replaced by multinational franchises…

Or I’m biking at night going home and cannot recollect which apartment I’m living in: I moved so many times in all kinds of sleeping arrangements that I’m totally disoriented. And I’m thinking hard of any “friend” to visit in order to get my memory at ease…

Or I’m wandering in this flat town and realizing that I have no cash, no checks and no credit cards. If I had a credit card I cannot remember the password: It has been so long that I lately used any of these financial facilities.  And the only bank in town is not at a walking or even a biking distance. In the next version, I should open a branch of the bank on these stupid blocks.

There used to be “specialized” bars for singers and fans of Grateful Dead or Bob Marley… and I don’t see them in my dreams. Even the nude bar of Walter Mitty never appears in these dreams… And I know that my dream brain is pretty artistic and inventive, and I wish my dream brain would insert a few scenes of these bars and enjoy fully what I didn’t in real life.

One of the versions made me walk a few hills and noticed historical sites, in this totally flat town with no history at all. This flat university town gets a few colors at the start of the Fall season as students flocks from the southern States and the beginning of the football season. The stadium is packed with the university red and white colors and I had to submit to the boring and unimaginative US fiesta-types: All boozing and shouting and screaming and cursing and nothing to show for in tradition and culture.

A flat university town that empties at Thanksgiving and Christmas periods. The whole town is mine and nothing that matter: Nowhere to investigate, climb, get lost in a forest… Except a nasty wind whirling a few leaves in a desolate moonish landscape…

It was my mistake never to find out how this university was established. I conjecture that it might have been a military barrack for further expansion of the US territory down south, or maybe a concentration camp for native Indians…

The native Indians claim that tornadoes never hit this flat town, on account that it is bordered by small rivers? While Dell City, 20 miles north and bordering Oklahoma City, is frequently devastated by tornadoes.

Another recurring dream is being overwhelmed with baggage. I never travel with more than two suitcases: When I move to another apartment or town, I leave everything in place and give away almost everything, even if I have a single dollar… And yet, my dreams want me to be going back and forth gathering all kinds of belonging and getting pretty much nervous, and I have to wake up.

There is another university in the middle of nowhere. This center of education was meant to teach agricultural disciplines: It currently graduate students in all fields except agriculture…

My last week in this flat town was the most boring and melancholic in my life. The students had vacated the premises and I was wandering endlessly around the empty blocks, this desert of dried up soul, blocked spirit, not a penny in my pocket to open up any lousy opportunity in my diminished imagination… Taking stock of my stupid situation: Where from there?

No relatives or close friends to call on, regroup, celebrate, share…

And I had to go on and survive.

You may read “The Tunnel” chapter in my auto-biography category

Rumors are pretty strong, and supported by Frequency: CIA behind rogue leaders’s cancer and heart attacks ailments
It is well documented and thoroughly researched that the activities of the CIA demonstrated that the US covert operations are MASTERS of assassination. They can give people cancer and heart attacks.
An article by Lieutenant Colonel John B. Alexander, entitled “The New Mental Battlefield — Beam Me Up, Spock“,  provides further insight into the technical capabilities now at the disposal of the controllers. He writes: “Several examples will demonstrate areas in which progress has been made: The
transference of energy from one organism to another. The ability to heal or cause disease can be transmitted over a distance, thus inducing illness or death for no apparent cause…”
Late Venezuelan president Hugo Chavez speculated that the US might have developed a way to weaponise cancer, after several Latin American leaders were diagnosed with the disease.
The list includes:
Former Argentine president Nestor Kirchner (colon cancer), Brazil’s president Dilma Rousseff (lymphoma cancer), her predecessor Luiz Inacio Lula da Silva (throat cancer),  former Cuban president Fidel Castro (stomach cancer,) Bolivian president Evo Morales (nasal cancer) and Paraguayan president Fernando Lugo (lymphoma cancer).
What do they have in common besides cancer? All of them joined forces in Latin America to acquire real economic and financial independence from the US  financial multinationals.
In his December 28, 2011 end-of-year address to the Venezuelan military, Chavez hinted:
“Would it be so strange that they’ve invented the technology to spread cancer and we won’t know about it for 50 years?” Chavez asked. “It is very hard to explain, even with the law of probabilities, what has been happening to some leaders in Latin America. It’s at the very least strange,” he said. Chavez said he received warning from Cuba’s former leader Fidel Castro, who has survived hundreds of unsuccessful assassination attempts. “Fidel always told me, ‘Chavez take care. These people have developed technology. You are very careless. Take care what you eat, what they give you to eat … a little needle and they inject you with I don’t know what…”
The diagram shows 6 Latin American leaders who disagreed with America’s policies: and they all got cancer simultaneously. Random coincidence?
They have wanted to kill Chavez for many, many years since he was one of the very last Presidents that was not under Illuminti control.
This was a political power struggle designed to look like an unfortunate coincidence…(The CIA very is good at that. They’ve had lots of practice over the years.)
There are ways to simulate a real heart attack and to give a healthy person cancer. Both have been used as a means of assassination.
Only a very skilled pathologist could distinguish an assassination induced heart attack or cancer from the real thing.
Charles Kong Soo published on February 27, 2012:
US Senators Frank Church and John Tower examine a Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) poison dart gun that causes cancer and heart attacks, during the US Senate Select Committee’s investigation into the assassination plots on foreign leaders in 1975.
Unsolved mysteries
“WikiLeaks reported that in 2008 the American Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) asked its embassy in Paraguay to collect all biometric data, including the DNA of all four presidential candidates.
Right here in the Caribbean conspiracy theorists believe that the CIA also had a hand in the deaths of T&T’s own civil rights activist and Pan-Africanist Kwame Ture, Jamaica’s legendary reggae icon Bob Marley and Dominican Prime Minister Rosie Douglas. During the United States Senate Select Committee’s investigation into CIA’s assassination plots on foreign leaders in 1975 it was revealed that the agency had developed a poison dart gun that caused heart attacks and cancer.
The gun fired a frozen liquid poison-tipped dart, the width of a human hair and a quarter of an inch long, that could penetrate clothing, was almost undetectable and left no trace in a victim’s body.
Kwame Ture or Stokely Carmichael, the radical former Black Panther leader who inaugurated the Black Power Movement of the 1960s went to his death claiming that the CIA had poisoned him with cancer. Ture died of prostate cancer at the age of 57 in 1998. His friend, multi-media artist and activist Wayne “Rafiki” Morris, said Ture said “without equivocation” that the CIA gave him cancer. “I knew Kwame from 1976 and for all the time I knew him he never drank or smoked cigarettes,” Morris said. “He was a very good swimmer and exercised regularly, he didn’t have any medical condition and was very conscious of his health.”
If the shoe fit…
Bob Marley died of melanoma cancer in 1981. He was 36-years-old. The official report is he contracted cancer after injuring his toe which never healed while playing football in 1977. The conspiracy theorists allege that Marley was given a pair of boots with a piece of copper wire inside that was coated with a carcinogenic substance that pricked his big toe by Carl Colby, son of the late CIA director William Colby. There is an eerie similarity between Marley and Castro involving poisoned shoes.
Cuban ambassador to T&T, Humberto Rivero said the CIA and Cuban exiles tried more than 600 attempts to kill Castro from exploding cigars, injecting him with cancer, to a wet suit lined with poison. In the case of Marley the CIA allegedly used cancer in his shoes, for Castro they placed the highly toxic poison thallium salts in his shoes. After only eight months being elected as Prime Minister of Dominica, radical politician Rosie Douglas was found dead on the floor of his residence in 2000.
The cause of death was listed as a result of a massive heart attack. His heart was twice its normal size. Just like Ture and Marley, he exercised regularly. Douglas’ eldest son, Cabral insisted that his father had been murdered and also hinted at the involvement of the CIA. Moshood Abiola, the man widely believed to have won the 1993 elections in Nigeria, was reported to have died of a heart attack after he was given a cocktail which expanded his heart to twice its size in 1998. Jack Ruby, the assassin who killed US president John Kennedy’s alleged assassin Lee Harvey Oswald, died from lung cancer in 1967. What was strange was the cancer cells were not the type that originate in the respiratory system. He told his family that he was injected with cancer cells in prison when he was treated with shots for a cold. He died just before he was to testify before Congress.
Lockerbie bomber, Abdelbaset al-Megrahi, developed terminal cancer. The leader of Canada’s left-leaning Opposition party, the New Democratic Party (NDP), Jack Layton died of an undisclosed form of cancer in 2011. It will appear that having leftist tendencies are hazardous to a person’s health. From 1953 the Russians were using microwaves to attack the US embassy staff in Moscow, Russia. One third of the staff eventually died of cancer from this microwave irradiation. Imagine how advanced and sophisticated assassination technology has become today.
So many dieby natural cause such as by heart attack, burst aneurysm, of cerebral hemorrhage… and a few die in influenced techniques of heart rate, blood pressure, or vascular dilatation.
For example, Neurological research has found that the brain has specific frequencies for each voluntary movement called preparatory sets. By firing at
your chest with a microwave beam containing the ELF signals given off by the heart, this organ can be put into a chaotic state, the so-called heart attack.
In this one way many high profile leaders of political parties who are prone to heart attacks have be killed off before they cause troubles or after they went too far in their decisions?
Among the witnesses, important people and conspirators who might have been eliminated by induced heart attack and cancer are: Jack Rudy (died of a stroke due to an undiagnosed form of aggressive cancer, just weeks after he agreed to testify before Congress about the JFK assassination), Clay Shaw, J. Edgar Hoover,
Earlene Roberts (Oswald’s land-lady), Marlyn Monroe, Slobodan Milosevic, Kenneth Lay (former CEO of ENRON – the largest political campaign contributor of Gorge W Bush and Dick Cheney), Matt Simmons, Mark Pittman (a reporter who predicted the financial crisis and exposed Federal Reserve misdoings. Pittman fought to open the Federal Reserve to more scrutiny), Elizabeth Edwards (suddenly diagnosed with cancer while her husband was campaigning against Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton for the presidency of the United States.
During a campaign speech to the Council on Foreign Relations in May 2007, Edwards called the War on Terrorism a slogan that was created for political reasons and that it wasn’t a plan to make the United States safe. He went further to compare it to a bumper sticker and that it had damaged the US’s alliances and standing in the world.), … enter here the names of every politically outspoken person, whistle blower or witness who died unexpectedly of a heart attack or who quickly died of an incurable cancer.
Yasser Arafat was assassinated by a radioactive element added to his water. Arafat was a frugal person and was vegetarian and never drank coffee, tea, or alcohol…
<img alt=”Photo: Here is a diagram showing 6 Latin American leaders who disagreed with America’s policies, and who all got cancer simultaneously. Random coincidence? I think not. Anyone who has thoroughly researched the activities of the CIA is already well aware that they can give people cancer and heart attacks. They are MASTERS of assassination. They have wanted to kill Chavez for many, many years since he was one of the very last Presidents that was not under Illuminti control. I have zero doubt in my mind that the people they put in these positions next WILL ABSOLUTELY be under Illuminati control. This was a political power struggle designed to look like an unfortunate coincidence.. (The CIA very is good at that. They’ve had lots of practice over the years.)</p><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />
<p>Cancer, the secret weapon?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />
http://guardian.co.tt/lifestyle/2012-02-27/cancer-secret-weapon</p><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />
<p>Assassination by Disease (Cancer and Heart attacks)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />
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Note 2:.B Trower wrote in his report to the Police of England and Wales “So sophisticated is this research, and I refer to Operation Pandora Joint CIA/MI6 Operation since the 1960s, Operation Woodpecker USSR 1976, Operation HAARP still running in USA; they are able to define specific pulse frequencies to cause specific brain malfunctions or illnesses.
For instance: 4.5: Illness Caused, 6.6: Depression/Suicide, 11: Manic behaviour/Anger, 25:Blindness if aimed at the head/Heart attack if aimed at the chest.  Other
consequences of frequencies used but not listed here are hysteria, trauma, lust, murder and cancer, and may all be induced. Confidential Report on TETRA for the Police of England and Wales by B Trower
How to love a woman? Does she make you laugh?
 

Bob Marley loved so many women, and he sings:

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only.

She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?

She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together.

But if she can make you laugh,

Cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes,

Hold onto her and give her the most you can.
 
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,
but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart.
So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give.

 

Smile when she makes you happy,

let her know when she makes you mad,
and miss her when she’s not there.
 

Redemption Song and Me say war; (Feb. 3, 2010)

            I love to dance on the rhythm of Reggae; I cannot understand the sentences but I could feel the soft special excitements from the dancers around me. I could get the basics with titles like “Get up, Stand up”, “Soul Rebel”, “Lively up yourself”, “Them belly full but we hungry”, and “revolution”.

            Bob Marley (1945-81) died young from cancer.  Singer Manu Chao stated: “When you wear Bob Marley T-shirt it is as good as planetary passport to enter any infamously renowned districts; that’s the kind of world dimension that Marley incarnates to represent rebellion in non-violence”

            Bob Marley disseminated more than anyone what is called Rastafarian sect.  Rastafarian is borrowed from the original name of late Ethiopian Emperor Haile Selassie (Power of the Trinity) with was Ras Tafari Makonnen (Fearless and noble prince).  I edited slightly the lyrics of the two songs:

Redemption Song (1980)

 Old pirates robbed I

Sold me to the merchant ships

Minutes after they took I

From the bottom-less pit

My hand was made strong

By the hand of the Almighty

We forward in this generation

Triumphantly

Won’t you help in singing?

These songs of freedom

Cause all I ever had

Is redemption songs

Emancipate your spirit from mental slavery

None but yourself can free your mind

Have no fear for atomic energy

Cause none of them can stop the time

Some say it’s just a part of it

We’ve got to fulfill the Book

Won’t you help in singing?

Redemption songs

Me say war (1973)

 Until the philosophy that hold one race

Superior and another inferior

Is discredited and abandoned

Everywhere is war

Me say war

Until there’s no longer

First and second class citizens

Until the color of man’s skin

Is of no significance anymore

Than the color of the eyes

I’ve got to say war.


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